happy happy

Tuesday, 29 May 2012 @ 22:24

太美丽了世界的旋转
如果太感动也许会变成光芒
今天早晨的云朵柔软着步伐
走向我喜欢的地方

留寂寞但能好好走下
如果太悲伤就让雨永远流下
代替眼泪好吗
伤心应该够开心了吧

仿佛过去的风筝追不到我
感觉太好了请放了我吧
就这样即使好累至少没更累
人生应该够长让幸福逗留多几下

《断掌的女人》做完了TT It's so nice, and I <3 Ou Xuan :)
Today is the official day to start rotting, gogo, must start mugging at the same time :)
The economist article on extremophiles is so damn cool, am inspired to like bio now haha.

"Once we would have assumed that this cold, lost lake would be no more than a geological curiosity, a dead relic of the time when Antartica separated from Africa and drifted south..."
-Some like it very hot, by Bryan Appleyard.

Sunday, 27 May 2012 @ 22:57

Went for ICS cooking workshop today. It sucks hahas.
I'm too bored so I'm blogging now.
Gonna go school for math makeup tmr! :D
...

从字体会的，和从心体会的，太不同了

Princess Prosecutor ^^

Guy：怎麼回事啊？

Girl：哈哈，我被放鴿子了。

Guy：什么，你说你一直等到现在。

Girl：我现在总算明白，世事難料这句话的意思了。

Guy：世事难料？

Girl：话语真的很神奇，嘴上说知道，和自己真心体会到，真的很不一样。

Guy：你可真是了不起，等一个男人等了整整四个小时，你总算知道，世事难料，这句话的意思了？

Saturday, 26 May 2012 @ 01:55

:) :) :) :) :) :) :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmSU5Uwopm0&feature=youtu.be

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Life is terrible but I'm a lucky girl to not feel so terrible nowadays :) Quite a lot of exciting stuff happened recently. Watched dance and guitar concert and the most awesome arts fest :D Yeah, it was not as scary as expected and it was fun! I told weipeng and denise how awesome I was coz they won't know anw ;p but well I'm the only person who thinks I'm awesome yay self-ego :/ My class is nice and bonded, but I'm obviously not. Dunno if I'm jealous or what but I sometimes seriously can't stand the 'Princess group' manz... Abit doubtful if I could even understand a tiny bit of how life works. Everyone and everyday and everytime it's so different, it's confusing. And I don't even know what I'm doing.

I'm going to aim to read all the Economists! Jiayous!

I'm going to aim to be v smart, and be hardworking, instead of thinking: aiya nvm lah, I shall be those ppl who just don't study and fails....so difficult leh...how to understand?? <<Ok nope this is wrong example, I'm going to aim to be in top 20% or something haha. Hmmm.

I'm going to write a book. Someday.

On thurs, had library investiture and it was kinda failed. Then after that I had nothing to do so I just sat at my class bench, then I realized that people hanged out after school so my classmates are close to one another...I just stoned/sleep there while waiting for guitar concert to come, then finally became high again with all the 403 ppl. Was not even close to 403 last year lor, but somehow this year became closer? ... And also became closer to some others without any reason... was it because I changed? Or I am just lucky? Or I am just lucky for now? After the doubts, sometimes I wondered if I really changed or is it even important? Everyone's live is so different, what's life about anw? But the familiar loneliness will keep on appearing at strategic times, why only some/one will experience but others can just happily live. And it doesn't matter, because no one actually changes in the end.

Time check: 1.54 AM hahas I'm not tired woohooo! But nvm, bb!

Tuesday, 22 May 2012 @ 01:24

Dreaming with all my soul

It's 1.23 AM now muahahaha.
<3
Nights/ morning/ bye!
Shall wish for a good dream tonight :D

Tuesday, 15 May 2012 @ 23:41

I'm here yay. :D
I need to think of a new password coz I don't feel safe with my old one o.o
Hee okie I'M STRESSED FOR ARTS FEST ARGH.
And my whole PW grp is screwed.
:(
Looking forward to thurs! Yay! And fri! Yay!

Sunday, 13 May 2012 @ 21:13

Happy Mother's Day!

I am totally bloated now thanks to the sumptuous dinner:)
Can't wait for holidays to come oh yeah :)
I was sleeping for the entire day, can predict what will happen to my econs test tmr liao. :/
Noooo nvm still can study somemore jyjy.
Cya happy peeps:D

Friday, 11 May 2012 @ 15:47

Hey hey CSM today!Went to hwachong international and lurked around,
before floating around in a sea of yellow red blue green.
I climbed the stairs so many times today, can become experienced climber liao.
Climbed up 4 storeys to the library 3 times (and I'm currently here hehe) plus the horrible stairs opp the school plus the one at bukit timah plaza.
And drank only 3 cups of milo.
And I slept in the library just now, and woke up feeling happy:)
Sleep people, you guys will be happy when u wake up:))

What's happiness anw?

Don't really feel like sleeping.
I feel that everyone is having a hard time, while I'm being so "helpful" leading my happy life.
以前，只能过一天，算一天
现在还是过一天，算一天
以前只想要远离伤痛，远离窒息，远离世界
现在生活蛮好的
却一点目标也没留下
曾说过，好多次领悟了幸福
看懂了命运
学会了真心
以前，常想麻木也许很好，因为不会感觉痛
现在是虚伪得可怕
以前，不原意让悲伤变陌生
对悲伤太依赖了
现在解脱了，竟觉得太闷
对平凡的日子太空虚
自己到底要什么？
不知道
虚伪的人想要哭，假装去哭，但眼泪是不会出来的
我好像永远都不会哭了
Ok fine shall go sleep, but I don't feel like sleeping, but whatever, csm tmr gogo!